I have tried a little “relationship experiment” and I think it is working well. This real-life experiment is grounded in some very good science, so this week I am going to tell you about what I did, then tell you why I did it.
Let me say that this would not be an easy task. I am pretty inflexible. I like to exercise, sleep, eat, play and work according to my own personal schedule. It would not be inaccurate to say I am somewhat rigid… OK, maybe a lot rigid. Of course, my needs exist in concert with my wife’s needs and, in general, we balance things out fairly well by saying what our needs are, then negotiating for a balance in how those needs can be met. What would happen, I wondered, if I put more energy into thinking about my wife’s needs than my own needs? Could this actually improve our relationship? Would my needs go unmet?
Here’s the experiment: For the last two weeks I have made a conscious decision to think about my wife’s needs above my own. Example: I prepared to go to the gym on a Monday morning before a long day of teaching; exercise helps me think much more clearly and is a great way to start the week. My wife stays up late on Sunday night and our daughter wakes up at 4 a.m. on Monday. I got up with our daughter and watched her for a while, but, previously, I would have left to go to the gym at 5:30 a.m. and more or less insisted my wife “take her turn” with our kid. Right before I did this, though, I reflected on the experiment and realized that my wife’s need to sleep was much more important than my own need to exercise. I let her sleep and skipped the workout.
You might say that I was simply doing the job of a reasonable parent/partner, but the key thing to recognize here is that we have no gripes about kid management in general. I could have gone to the gym and this would have been exactly how we have (relatively happily) managed to negotiate our life together. She would not have felt I was not doing my part; after all, I was up at 4 a.m. with the kid to being with.