What would be the best drug treatment program i could be successfull in

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by keylow

12 months ago

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I have been currently addicted to meth for about 5 years now i have tryed many inpatient and outpatient a few times. I find myself always failing and giving up thinking at that time it was no big deal i been clean for a while i can do it, a lil time and back at it again slowly over time i have lost alot of my loved ones but just so high i couldnt feel my emotions, lost trust with my mother and my girlfriend is damn near done altogether with me. I don't want to drugs anymore but its so hard can you help please

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bettyliem replied 11 months ago:

Why don't you go to a meeting for addicts who are recovering?

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asklotta replied 9 months ago:

Please take a look back at the twelve steps. The first step -- admitting you are powerless. Go beyond that to "aacceptance" that you are powerless. until you accept your powerlessness, your chances of recovery are slim.

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eve909 replied 9 months ago:

Well I'm not a doctor or anything but I was an addict for 10yrs of my life to crystal meth.. I know exactly what you are going through.. I have been clean now going on 7yrs.. It hasn't been easy.. I was 15 when I started.. What can I say.. Well like you I would stop and be good for a little bit then I would fall back into that dark hole and every time I would fall back in it would be worse then before.. Till one day I just came to a realization that I didn't want to be old and still be running the streets trying to get high... I went through hell believe me even before coming to that conclusion.. I moved out of state. Left that life behind tried to start fresh OUT OF SIGHT OUT OF MIND type of thing.. It was hard I went through some really bad withdrawals but I made it.. In the begging it was soooo hard because my cravings was so bad but I mand up so to say and rode it out.. My thing is that no matter what type of help you are trying to get rather it be NA met tongs therapy or what ever it's not gonna do a damn thing until YOU are REALLY READY TO CHANGE.. But I mean really ready.. Because if your just like man I want to stop but you don't have that conviction in your heart and mind then it ain't gonna happened.. If you have a chance to leave that area that you kick it in I would say that will help a lot to.. Like I said out of sight out of mind.. You need to change your whole life style.. Get into school, get a hobbie, or even go to church what ever works for you.. But like I said you have to mean it in your heart and mind.. Good luck to you.. It's not impossible.. It's just a hard rode.. But it's so worth Geting your life back.. I'm in school I have my own place a steady job 2 wonderful kids and a great husband.. I can't ask for more.. Life is GREAT SOBBER!!!!!!!! Again wish you the best..!

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