mysterygreen22 replied over 1 year ago:
Well to start with, one of your problems is that you are denying your gift of Sight. I understand how you feel. i have spent many nights not being able to sleep and also times of being ill even for no reason that can be explained. I came to realize that i could see my own future periodically. I didn't realize till after a serious car accident i was in came true 2months after I dreamt it. I tried to ignore my sight and it caused more problems then it fixed. I suggest you to go out and buy a journal to write what you see. I know that somethings you don't want to see and can be extremely disturbing, but its a part of who you are and it will continue to cause problems if you fight it. To explain the feeling sick or being ill, that is linked to your sight also. I was bed ridden the day before and of 9/11. what happens is when something is about to happen that is major enough to affect your own life your body warns you by making you feel ill. depending on how big of a change it is will decide on how bad you will feel. The bigger the worse. I have overcome most of it by excepting my gift and meditation. Now a days it rarely bothers me, but it will take some time for you to understand and control your gift. I know this might sound unorthedox to you but I suggest seeking help from a wiccan or pegan. They will help you more with this than a standard doctor. They helped me. i wish you luck and I hope that I have helped you . Good luck.