whoisit replied over 1 year ago:
Please don't call yourself that! I know how hard it is when you experience the type of feelings you are experiencing, but you've got to take matters into your own hands. Keep being sweet and doing for others, it makes you the beautiful person you are. Treat yourself to a new hairstyle or take a nice hot bubble bath and read a good book. Do it for you! You get to feel good when you permit yourself to feel good. I have been where you are before, and find the only one who can truly help you in this regard is YOU! May I recommend a book...it's called "When I Loved Myself Enough", sorry I forget the author. It's short and sweet and just may put you on the right track. All the best to you.